i haven't even left for tour yet, and have fucked things up
so...
i made this post once and it got erased, so here's a recap...
tonight i rediscovered why leaving for tour is one of the most amazing and most excruciating events in my life.
in a few days i will leave with information i almost wish i didn't have, and with a fear that i will return to an empty waste land of jersey life.
regardless, i want to thank each and every person who has made this band, and who has made my life amazing. i'm sorry if i sometimes seem mean at shows, please just take it as me dealing with an over active emotional core. regardless, thank you for making everything better, for being part of my life, for letting me be part of yours, and for overriding the fear of leaving, with the excitement of coming. thanks for everything.
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peejay, mean at shows? hardly. and as for your overactive emotional core, that's what the music is for. keep writing, keep playing, and keep in touch. i love ya, and i'm going to welcome you back into the daily grind of jersey shit once you get back. enjoy your tour and make new friends!
you know what pj, you're never an asshole at shows, you're extremly kind, the new jersey life is one that can really suck but listen, you're out there putting yourself out there, doing something... some of us aren't, you're touching a lot of lives with what you do, you make my life easier, along with everyones, you're beautiful.
you give what you get, and you're an extremly kind person even though ive only spoken you through the halls of what i consider to be the pointless existence of LHS, you are only human, though you may not wish you were, and you're allowed to have emotions... just don't forget the beauty in the world.
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